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Monday, July 15, 2013

Self reminder: 不求自己的益处,不轻易发怒

It's been really so so SOOOO frustrating to chat with the "him" mentioned in the previous post.
He is really SO DAMN NEGATIVE... kept saying that nobody loves him... won't take in anything, ANYTHING AT ALL that i tell him.

Then i told him i love him as a friend, he doesn't believe it...kept saying that i'm lying to him... then he said i dunno what is love... then i was soooo offended at that time... coz u know HIS "love" meant boy-girl-relationship love, and MY love meant ALL KINDS OF LOVE. DUNNO WHY HE IS SO DESPERATE FOR A GIRLFRIEND TO THE EXTENT THAT HIS LIFE MEANS NOTHING IF HE DOESN'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.

Ok frustration vented.
Now im starting to 反省... do i really know what is and how to love?

Still in the process of learning... I must learn how to love and set an example before I start giving any lectures.

In the meantime, 凡事忍耐!Trust and hope that God will not let him die so soon, and somehow bless him through me.

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